Week of Relaxation and Hard Work - Reality

And Breath, its all over now.

School, I mean. Yes, thanks to some slightly odd local regulations we get 1 1/2 weeks away from the line light. With this, it gives us an opportunity to relax right? Well apparently no, teachers see it as an extended deadline. So that pressure is always nice.

But, anyway how am I doing? Fine. What about you guys?

 - Hold it, are you talking to yourself?
 - Isn't that kind of what WE do anyway
 - What do you mean?
 - Well isn't this just me talking to my split personality
 - ....

Well, I think its fair to say, I've lost my mind. It took me half a term of second year sixth form and already the mind is boggling. For those who remember and read all my life posts, because you all have that much time. ;) Some may remember I'm picking up AS Chemistry, and can I tell you its a little unnerving being in a class that you haven't done for a year. To add to this, its Chemistry! So, all the kids are smarter than me and in the year below, so I feel intimidated.

When I say they're smarter than me, that's no exaggeration. Not only are most of them doing 4 subjects but some are doing others like Maths, Biology, Physics, you know, the hard stuff -_- To add to this we did an induction test to see whether we were good enough to stay in the subject. I passed, just! All those who didn't were not allowed to continue. So I have to continue on the knowledge that I'm the weakest in the class. So what does that mean for me? It means that I've got a steep mountain to climb and few assists along the way.

I complain, but at least I've got the friends in my current year, who I can ask about what they did last year in Chemistry. But, it is what they did last year, so its probably a nuisance for them. So yeah... Even so, I need to get up and get on with it. Lets make it to end

The challenges may be many but the pleasures make it worthwhile

-|CJ|-