Exam Revision - Ranting

I feel Stressed.

Well it was bound to happen -_- You try and make any progress with revision and you find out you know nothing, it scares you and you run away. I like the fact that I don't have to be drowned out by noisy class mates, but I'll be honest. I want my classroom back. I like it when the teacher goes through everything systematically.

However there is one thing I despise. That I have to do, so many blasted test papers. I hate them honestly. The time pressure kills me. I want to crawl up and weep. But life won't let you sit in a corner moping your sad existence away. So, I having to get up again and try, just so I can get beaten up by life again.

It's a pain to continue, I don't want to, why me? I used to consider myself quite smart, up with the brightest in the year. But I don't know what to make of myself anymore, I see my peers pass me and despite their troubles, the grades they got in the mock prove that they are more suited than myself. This is the time of year that many young people think of suicide and other grizzly things. But lets not make this a dark and disturbing post, I WILL be here next week.

Sometimes though, we need to look at ourselves. What is it that makes us who we are. We are going to make it through this. Because life is no easy ride. It is my belief that as human we are most stressed and potentially overworked of all the animals. By choosing to be human we are playing life in hard mode. After all look at the responsibilities we face as a species. While it is true that we are, in our current state, killing some habitats. It is also impossible for the world to survive if we were to suddenly disappear. This is the price of changing the world so dramatically. But; surely by the fact we have accomplished so much, by the fact we have worked our way to the top, shows that it is not in our nature to simply give up. We are determined creatures, who can get through any adversity, whether this being a test, or an argument or a crisis. We will always fight until the end. Because; no animal would survive if they gave up at any obstacle.

These exams may be one of the largest hurdles in my life to date, but they are ones that can either be overcome or adapted. I may not think I'm as smart as I used to be. But I can give it the best shot I have, because my rivals aren't going to be laying down either.

In times like this it is always good to share information and advice. While some do have a strong motivation, others struggle to get past a point, try and help those who struggle to get over jumps, get over them a little bit quicker, so they can help themselves for the future

Your Goals are Always Achievable, it's your Motivation that Varies.

-|CJ|-